🔗 Share this article Full-Blown Pain: My Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick jolts, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting. The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches. Cluster headaches typically start with severe discomfort behind a single eye that persists up to several hours. About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with sudden, severe pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods. What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free. One patient, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home. Her relatives often mistook her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center. Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility. Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads. Ancient healing records suggest bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures. It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at specific hours”. The disorder were only officially recognised by international headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this. In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered. Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints. Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies. Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed. National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known individuals. But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute treatment only. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity. The official guidelines need revising to reflect a